Monday, May 2, 2011

Staying Close to Peanut's Universe

Peanut -

Well, we are still home tonight. No Sanibel. Momma just couldn't get on that plane without you. This trip was supposed to be our trip with you. Even with Froggy stowed away in Dadda's pocket, I couldn't do it. It's funny the things that force me to hit the wall. Turns out the physical act of this trip was one of the unexpected triggers.

We will figure out a way to make this trip eventually. For now, I am allowing myself to be sad and to miss you. Curling up in bed with Zeke The Cat seems to be the best therapy tonight.

Hopefully our luggage will come back tomorrow...glad at least it got to see Ft. Myers for a bit. I love you my sweet 'Nut. Sorry I wasn't able to take your memory to the beach. Not yet, at least. To the moon and back, baby boy.

- Momma

3 comments:

  1. Take your time Lynn, Peanut's memory will be ready for Sanibel whenever you're ready to take it. Hold your head high you have been such a pillar of strength in the face of such unimaginable adversity. Definitely deserving Mom of the year award!!!

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  2. Trish PartridgeMay 3, 2011 at 9:25 AM

    Lynn, I agree with Jeff. There will be a right time and you don't need to push it now. You will know when it is time.

    My love and prayers for you and Shaun.

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  3. You will know when the time is right and like said before Sanibel isn't going anywhere...I wish you comfort and sweet dreams and know that your not alone!!!

    lOVE and Prayers
    Stefanie

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