Tonight Momma and The Bean had a special moment, a little dance with you. The Bean was feeling a bit restless and Momma was missing you terribly. As I held him, I noticed he was gazing intently over my shoulder, at the collage of pictures over our bed. Pictures of you.
I started telling him about each picture, each photo shoot and he smiled. So I decided, "What the heck? Let's watch the "500 Days" movie." The instant the music started this little 6-week old brother of yours settled down and rested his head on my shoulder. I danced around the room, singing your music, and he held my thumb while he stared at your pictures.
I felt my boys talking to each other. A connection. I am sure I will witness these moments for years to come, but tonight it was powerful. Wonderful. Delightful.
Peanut, nights like tonight help me understand that you will know my name when I see you in heaven. I don't belong there yet, but someday...
To the moon and back, Peanut. That is how much I love you. Times infinity.